Hello there

oh what an abandoned blog..

I am in the intersection, really...

In between thoughts..that are..Shud I share what happened lately in my life...or stay lighter when telling things happen with me recently..

Anyway..

I went to Bandung last weekend..It was more like a spontaneous trip than a planned one..

On last Friday, My driver came to my house...I heard him washing my car and warmed up the engine..I was so reluctant to go to office...Thinking I will meet my super super annoying boss..Then suddenly something crossed my mind. I was thinking to skip office and making up an excuse..What would be the best excuse for not coming to office? Diarrhoea .!!! And what's next...Suddenly a friend's message popped up in my blackberry telling about Bandung...I remember this friend asked me to go to Bandung since Thursday but that time I was still confused whether I should go or not..

Within 2 hours I was already in the car - small bus - heading to Bandung..

I spent a night only in Bandung..

It was quite a happy trip..

to forget the pain and get rid of the fear, sometimes we should be someone that we are not...

and do something that out of our routine...Maybe..Maybe..we will see a different perspective all together...

Dare to try?

I am in the mood for love

Let's be a bitch..

hahahaha...

Happy Saturday Night folks...

I remember I used to sit in 48th floor somewhere in the down town..sipping a rose or red sweet wine...exchanging stories in between the laughters, kisses..and throw our dreams up high...

Memories are not to be regretted...but to remind us..that Life doesn't always offer sadness..

My brief yet meaningful journey

DOHA CITY, QATAR

below is the pic I took when I visited Pearl Island..- Doha


You might say it's a quite long time of staying...yet for me it was a brief trip...

I was flying across the sea and nations..to the Middle east..nearly 8, 5 hours I was in the air..Took off from Cengkareng Indonesia at 7pm, transit at Abu Dhabi and arrived at wee hour in Doha. I was between sleepy and excited. I looked at my watch and smiled, remembering how I was so stupid when I was in Abu Dhabi..

I was actually little confused looking at my ticket. It is saying at 1.Am my time of arrival in Abu Dhabi. And to add more stupidity I though my flight will be 30 minutes afterwards. I was rushing to the gate and the check in staff was saying that it was not the gate for departure to Doha. I was so nervous. Err before that I called my friend to pick me up 1 hour later. I was rushing back to the information center...And yes I was wrong my flight was 2 hours later..PUERFECCTT..since I have called my friend and I know they will be rushing to the airport by now..I tried to text them..craps! my credit was not enough to make any call nor text..I went to the money changer.,.Uhmm for your info, I haven't converted any currency before I left Indonesia..So I was still carrying my Rupiahhh....hehehe..I converted my Rupiah to Dirham (UEA's Currency) and bought the calling card., My friend was about to enter the car when I called..and Thank God..I had the chance to tell them.. I was relieved..and going to search the smoking room..It was a helluva small transparent room with couple of people inside..I entered and lit my cigarette...Oh heaven..I said to myself..then there were couple of guys..which I could make out that they are Indonesian..well just a guess...then one of them was like talking to me..and I was about to react then I realized he wasn't talking to me...but stupidly I said it "oh I thought you were talking to me" DARN...he replied..."Oh Indonesian"...I reluctantly answered it..where were you In Indonesia...I said Jakarta...Oh Which part of Jakarta...I began to feel so annoyed..I smiled yet I didn't replied..and went out...Yeah rite...I don't make friend in this kind of situation...cos what I felt was..NERVOUS!...What if they rejected my Visa as soon as I arrive in Doha..What is going to happen..All that thoughts are flying in my mind...I tried to tighten my coat..the pink coat..:P...It was winter when I went to Middle east..so it was quite cold...not quite..IT IS COLDDDD..for tropic people like me..It was friggin cold..I sneezed couple of times..My flight was right on time..Seating next to the isle..I tried to close my eyes..but I wasn't that sleepy..on the next seat was a Nepali guy I guess...:P and next to me was yea yea...Indonesian workers..They were chit chatting like we were taking Garuda hahahaha..

It was a brief flight..only 30 minutes and I was already arrived in Doha..

Nothing was particularly happening when I passed the immigration gate...The Qatari (Qatar citizen) was quite handsome and YES smelled FUCKIN GOOD...too GOOD that I thought someone just dropped a bottle of perfume..

I arrived in Doha...when I went out of the main gate...the winter breeze welcomed me...I tighten my coat..the warm smile..and the smell of Marlboro..I feel so alive..It's been quite damn long I never smoked in the cold weather like this. :)

I spent 8 days in this city..Doha City..

I called this city as a sepia city..I like this City..many people might find this city as a boring city...but I like the silence..and the breeze...Oh maybe because it was winter..? Yeah Maybe...cos I like cold weather..but medium..not under zero degrees...Cos When winter in Doha we can still feel the warm of the sun..and NO SNOW for sure..only in Lebanon..Jordan...oh where else? ...hmm...anyway..I ate Indonesian food most of every morning and afternoon..and in the night? I tried to taste the Arabian foods...yet still it tasted weird...

below is Lebanese food

My unforgettable trip...

I shall write more..if ...if I am not lazy..to move my arse to sit and write...:P

Here are my souvenirs for whoever read my blog...

Doha in a glimpse...:)

the hope

this is the lines I heard when watching Desperate Housewives years ago...

"What doesn't kill me will only make me stronger"

Yes..and God never sleeps...
I just wish every decision I have or I will take will be the best for me and for my sky...nothing else I expect than my Sky's happiness...

Let me kiss you

There's a place in the sun, For anyone who has the will to chase one
And I think I've found mine, Yes, I do believe I have found mine, so

Close your eyes, And think of someone, You physically admire
And let me kiss you, Let me kiss you

#Morrissey - Let me Kiss you

I've got the feeling...

That I'll be staying and living for quite long in the land miles away from home...

The one who really doesn't know myself

is me....
cos i treated and tortured myself so often with the thought ...the depressing thoughts...the unforgiven mistakes of mine..